Refreshing Like Diet Coke
by Jacinta Nandi

 



     

So, my dad always says he’s black, right.  I mean, it is true,  actually, when my dad arrived in England, Indians were still black.

It’s the 1960’s right and my dad’s the first Indian kid to go to Downshall Junior School, and they do an assembly on him, the new black boy from India:

“We have a new boy here today,” says the headmaster.  “A new black boy from India.  And, even though he’s black, underneath his black skin, he’s exactly the same as you or me.  So you have to all be just as nice to him as if he wasn’t black.  And here he is: the new black boy!”

My dad stands up on the stage and the whole school stares at him, silent.

“What’s wrong with you all?” bellows the headmaster.  “Is that any way to treat the new black boy?  Give him a round of applause!”

And they all start clapping.

But still.  It’s so embarrassing, really.  Your dad thinking he’s a black man.

Like, if you argue with him on anything - any subject whatsoever - healthcare, education, the cost of turnips, he’ll go:

“Well, in my opinion, as a black man…”

And then you’ll go:

“Dad!  Hello!  You’re not black!  I don’t wanna hurt your feelings, but we’re…we’re a bunch of Pakis, Dad.”

Then, he looks at me mournfully.

“When I arrived in this country, they used to say black for Indian, Kate.”

“Yeah, but then the real black people arrived, dad.  We got relegated - we got demoted, man.”

He’s even bought himself a BMW – a Black Man’s Wheels He’s driving around, in his BMW, looking at the police in the rear-view mirror, going:

“They’re gonna pull me over in a minute.  They think I’m a drug-dealer.

DAD.  They think you’re a doctor!  Even if you were going too fast, they wouldn’t pull you over – they’d think you were hurrying along to check out some little old granny’s piles.

Then my dad marries this white woman who’s a bit, well, working-class.  She has a teenage son who tells Paki jokes, stuff like “How do you stop a Paki from drowning?”  And the answer is always the same: “Take your foot off his head.”

Dad laughs – he cracks up – he really laughs - he says it’s so “refreshing.”

He says it’s a breath of fresh air, after all these years of political correctness gone mad.

“Just how refreshing is it, Dad?” I ask one day.  Is it like a Diet Coke? Or more like Sprite?”

He looks at me blankly, and doesn’t say anything.  “Anyway,” he says.  “I’m not a Paki.  I’m black.”


 

 

 

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Jacinta Nandi is a Berlin-based writer and performer.  She writes a column for Berlin's English-language literary magazine, Bordercrossing, and runs and performs at a monthly comedy night: my english class




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